Another girl from my grade got engaged tonight. I was friendly with her, but not too close. It still hurts.
Don't get me wrong. I'm really happy for her, and wish her a lot of hatzlacha and brocha. As for me, I'm still waiting for my miracle.
I keep telling myself that maybe it's this phone call, this name, that this one is gonna be it. And when the phone doesn't ring, I tell myself that very soon, it will. Most of the time, it works. But it's at times like this that I wonder how I keep going, how I stay strong.
14 years ago
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Big, big hugs. I'm hurting for you and I'm hurting with you. I know how you feel. You are happy for her, but sad for yourself.
I truly hope that the next one will be you and that should happen bikarov and in the right time.
Amen. The same to you, HS.
Just remember that your bashert is out there, waiting for you. You will marry him on the day that Hashem wants you to. Keep davening!
Thanx for the encouragement, DE! Everyone's personal yeshua is out there, just waiting for the proper time. We all need to be reminded about this at some point.
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